Thursday, June 16, 2005

60 minutes

60 minutes is the time I have to get drunk enough so I cant type. Because I don´t drink without reason, the motivation this time is that I´m not getting drunk for long time. Besides, I don´t have to work on my thesis so I can relax and ejoy myself with some spare time.

Lately I´m not feeling very well. I get up tired after being on bed for 7 hours. Some people find that enough time for rest, but if you don´t get any rest and get up as tired as the previous night; something is not going fine. I have this for the last 3 weeks, or more.I can´t actually remember because it also affects my short-term menory and my concentration. Oh, yes. I have been underperforming at work too. Shhh, don´t tell to my boss :P Its our little secret here.

The "fun" part of writing a thesis in the evenings is the little rest you get. After some weeks, you won't perform well during the day at work or in the evening on the thesis. After some months you are running behind schedule and, therefore, obtaining shity results whatever you do. You get frustrated, more stress and anxiety, and all becomes an endless vicious circle.

Tonight is my chance to break the cricle. I need a reset...

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Two new URIs

I have recently registered two Internet domains: Aimak.com and Fernando.Morales.name. They should be working by now.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Dreams?

Hopelessly, I was trying to fall asleep. I heard aproaching steps. Was it her?. We were the only two persons in the house. I felt a close presence. Is she checking if I'm sleeping?. I did smell her scent. No doubt it was her, but a rush of fear invaded me. What does she want? I doubt for a couple of seconds. Heck! Lets face the situation. I turn my head and open my eyes. There it is. I'm alone in the room.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Always use protection

It is important to be protected.